To whoever out there (you know who u are),
Okay okay, i'm at my limits now. please you guys gimme a break.. allow me here to express my thoughts .. just after my birthday.. for karen, i know you're not happy cos sometimes, we forgot, yes FORGOT to tell you things, but try and understand, but i promise not to do that again. It's just that sometimes, when stella and i got nothing to do so we'll talk about the halloween. LET me ensure you it's nothing big. Paling banyak.. halloween card.. edit la.. bar table who buy la.. small things.. and LET ME STRESS here again.. any ideas will be told to EVERYONE, nto among some of us. I've gave you my words, so you have to trust .. And please, let there be no more misconcepttions on this, else, let's jsut cancel it off, my life will be so much easier..
There's another issue, TRUST. we're friends, c'mon let us trust, when we say 'NOTHING' it measn nothing.. Trust is hard. Fine if you're reluctant to even read this, you have my blessings. THIS IS CRAP! i know, but i'm unsatisfied too you know.. and i have my own problems.. right YOU have yours. Right.
Sorry for the caps, yes i am sort of 'kecewa' with certain people and i tuly apologise if i hurted you, injured you, torn your heart out and rip it to pieces, then dug your eyeballs out and place it on the alters, then throw your guts and give it to the cats.. or something like that/.. believe me, i am sorry. if you're still unsatisfied, roght, then bring it to my face. I won't back down anymore and i will stick to my words. It's something i've learnt from experiences.
Lastly, pheww. i feel lighter now, thanks.. i appreciate your attention. Especially on this CRAPPY blog here.. but, you're a great friend, and no matter what, you'll always be a friend.. you have my trust and the rest is upon you.. i do hope the party goes well.. trura..
i need medication... i'm dizzy...