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i honestly do not know... where the wind will blow... or where the rain will fall... or when the trees grow tall...
i honestly do not know...
whether should i rise or fall... will i come or go... could i hang on or stroll...
Sigh... it's mid april and there still '0' messages - pending .. "application is still being processed...."
I honestly do not know, whether i can go the distance, reach the unreachable, to achieve something, in my life... there's just too much things that lead me to where i am now, and even that, has yet to be doubted..
Honestly, i do think that 'SOMEONE' is testing my patience, testing my tolerance, my perseverance, my faith, my hope, my trust, my all... I may be a realist, skeptical of the ever changing world, and yet, inside me, is a tiny self, trying to cling on to a silhouette of hope..
But i will continue to live day by day, to the fullest... not because i have to, but because i want to...
Honestly, i want to achieve... i want to go further... i want to see what the world has to offer.. i want wings, to fly, to dream, to dare, to dive.... Please, dont ever let me fail me, ever again...
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The Me, who once was shining, Who stood bright and clear in the starry night, Whose heart i love, that melts the world, Whose smile i adore, sweet scent of dew, Whose eyes, so clear, reflects the blue..
The Me, now, who is drowning in dark water,
Is lost, and what not, crushed and disposed,
Silent surrounds her, the darkness succumbs,
She is now emptiness, as she breaks apart.... S I G H S I G H.. i'm pretty sure almost every blog (senior's) you are reading now, either posted up lame crappy exams jokes or the EMO part of getting results.. MY RESULTS are BAD>... dont ask... i dont feel like telling, but let's just say that i FAILEd all my papers... I let myself down.. someone save me . . . S I G H happy post coming.. i hope there's something i can crap about.. besides crappy lame results..
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(i) The Bet
I made with Letha on Sunday night... it was random ... And the bet was to...
- STAY IN MY ROOM FOR 2 DAYS!!
easy? hahaaa not just that.. i am NOT supposed to.. - go rc/cafe/it lab/other chalets/acad area INTENTIONALLY as in to study/lepak/ or etc.. - message anyone .. i forgot.. there's a list of rules...
but of course, i can go to the DH to eat... and Letha was the ONLY exception to these rules...
Well, i can really say how proud i am for able to actually complete it. I was going NUTS staying in my room for 2 consecutive nights!! ALONE!! facing Physics and Maths and Chem... I;m soo relieved that it's over.. and i know that YOU GUYS MISSED ME!! HAH!!!
I realized too that i have been messaging to much -__-!! cant help.. and that i miss going to the RC to socialize, cuci mata and study!! Hehee...
(ii) The Good and Evil in Me
" Love, is the enchanted dawn of every heart .. " Alphonse Marie de la Martine
The Evil in Me I ponder into problems, like a never ending stair. I hate. I despise. I critique. I cry. I anger. i blame myself. Like how i would stare into each of my mis-actions, or actions, i walk down the lane of never return, until someone calls me.
 I hesitate. I lag. I take. I lie. I am a self-sacrificial loser, incapable of contenting myself. I hate myself for not able to cheer myself up. I hate it when i think too much. I hate it when i fail. I hate it when i write this....
The Good in Me
I am Jojo! I am happy. I love making crafts. I love drawing. I love.. I love.. I smile. I laugh. I listen. I advice. I befriend. I care...  I make cards on your birthdays. I send you messages. I write you small notes. I remind you dates. I make you smile. I cheer you up. I accompany you. I help you. I pray for you. I constantly think and miss you... I love you.... i love you...
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Evil + Good = ME
hate it or not, i like ME just fine.... =)
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This is Jo, in study mode speaking.. Studying is Stressing . . . Studying is like ordering a cup of hot caramel macchiato, but you dont have enough cash for it . . . Studying is like driving without a destination . . . Studying is like brushing your teeth, without toothpaste . . . Studying is like eating expired pasta cooked with tomato sauce (maggi type - yucks!) Studying is worth-while . . . Studying is like a long term investment . . . Studying is like a river that flows to the sea . . . Studying is like tanning on the beach ( you get nice skin after the sunburn) Studying is like eating melted ice cream with yogurt and cream... (yummy!!) Conjecture: Jo is studying ... Argument: Jo is procrastinating ... Conclusion: .... ??? ... I'm going crazy!!! ANYWAY< HAPPY BURTHDAY PAT!!!
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i honestly do not know... where the wind will blow... or where the rain will fall... or when the trees grow tall...
i honestly do not know...
whether should i rise or fall... will i come or go... could i hang on or stroll...
Sigh... it's mid april and there still '0' messages - pending .. "application is still being processed...."
I honestly do not know, whether i can go the distance, reach the unreachable, to achieve something, in my life... there's just too much things that lead me to where i am now, and even that, has yet to be doubted..
Honestly, i do think that 'SOMEONE' is testing my patience, testing my tolerance, my perseverance, my faith, my hope, my trust, my all... I may be a realist, skeptical of the ever changing world, and yet, inside me, is a tiny self, trying to cling on to a silhouette of hope..
But i will continue to live day by day, to the fullest... not because i have to, but because i want to...
Honestly, i want to achieve... i want to go further... i want to see what the world has to offer.. i want wings, to fly, to dream, to dare, to dive.... Please, dont ever let me fail me, ever again...
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The Me, who once was shining, Who stood bright and clear in the starry night, Whose heart i love, that melts the world, Whose smile i adore, sweet scent of dew, Whose eyes, so clear, reflects the blue..
The Me, now, who is drowning in dark water,
Is lost, and what not, crushed and disposed,
Silent surrounds her, the darkness succumbs,
She is now emptiness, as she breaks apart.... S I G H S I G H.. i'm pretty sure almost every blog (senior's) you are reading now, either posted up lame crappy exams jokes or the EMO part of getting results.. MY RESULTS are BAD>... dont ask... i dont feel like telling, but let's just say that i FAILEd all my papers... I let myself down.. someone save me . . . S I G H happy post coming.. i hope there's something i can crap about.. besides crappy lame results..
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(i) The Bet
I made with Letha on Sunday night... it was random ... And the bet was to...
- STAY IN MY ROOM FOR 2 DAYS!!
easy? hahaaa not just that.. i am NOT supposed to.. - go rc/cafe/it lab/other chalets/acad area INTENTIONALLY as in to study/lepak/ or etc.. - message anyone .. i forgot.. there's a list of rules...
but of course, i can go to the DH to eat... and Letha was the ONLY exception to these rules...
Well, i can really say how proud i am for able to actually complete it. I was going NUTS staying in my room for 2 consecutive nights!! ALONE!! facing Physics and Maths and Chem... I;m soo relieved that it's over.. and i know that YOU GUYS MISSED ME!! HAH!!!
I realized too that i have been messaging to much -__-!! cant help.. and that i miss going to the RC to socialize, cuci mata and study!! Hehee...
(ii) The Good and Evil in Me
" Love, is the enchanted dawn of every heart .. " Alphonse Marie de la Martine
The Evil in Me I ponder into problems, like a never ending stair. I hate. I despise. I critique. I cry. I anger. i blame myself. Like how i would stare into each of my mis-actions, or actions, i walk down the lane of never return, until someone calls me.
I hesitate. I lag. I take. I lie. I am a self-sacrificial loser, incapable of contenting myself. I hate myself for not able to cheer myself up. I hate it when i think too much. I hate it when i fail. I hate it when i write this....
The Good in Me
I am Jojo! I am happy. I love making crafts. I love drawing. I love.. I love.. I smile. I laugh. I listen. I advice. I befriend. I care... I make cards on your birthdays. I send you messages. I write you small notes. I remind you dates. I make you smile. I cheer you up. I accompany you. I help you. I pray for you. I constantly think and miss you... I love you.... i love you...
.... ...... ........ ..........
Evil + Good = ME
hate it or not, i like ME just fine.... =)
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This is Jo, in study mode speaking.. Studying is Stressing . . . Studying is like ordering a cup of hot caramel macchiato, but you dont have enough cash for it . . . Studying is like driving without a destination . . . Studying is like brushing your teeth, without toothpaste . . . Studying is like eating expired pasta cooked with tomato sauce (maggi type - yucks!) Studying is worth-while . . . Studying is like a long term investment . . . Studying is like a river that flows to the sea . . . Studying is like tanning on the beach ( you get nice skin after the sunburn) Studying is like eating melted ice cream with yogurt and cream... (yummy!!) Conjecture: Jo is studying ... Argument: Jo is procrastinating ... Conclusion: .... ??? ... I'm going crazy!!! ANYWAY< HAPPY BURTHDAY PAT!!!
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J O A N N A K H O
13th July 1990.
currently unemployed
Free-Thinker
It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
You are what you create!
Aurum potestas est.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I love eggs.
I love pink.
I'm crazy and i love froggies.
I love penyus!
I own a multi billion imaginary taxi company
That's because...
I'm ME.
I like pink flamingoes..
..so please remember that..
Commonly known as joanna and was bestowed the nickname jojo by her close peers. Age is a myth for time knows no boundaries.
Being the anime enthusiast she is, she wastes her days trying to perfect the art of creativity. A natural day-dreamer, sister, daughter,
student... friend! Organic!
Email: Emperiumfreak@hotmail.com
MSN, Facebook : Emperiumfreak@hotmail.com
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Joanna Kho / Jojo.
Nineteen.
Malaysian.
Cancer.
Free-Thinker.
Dreamer.
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My WishList
- save money to go to JAPAN!
- Bunjee-jump.
- Fly a plane.
- have a Gay friend!
- Get Punk'd.
- Own a taxi company with Claire
- Travel to Ethiopia
- own 'Star-Spanged-Banner', a restaurant
- Join the Amazing Race
- date a pilot >..<
- Go to TOKYO!!
- learn surfing
- Have a nice Bday bash with stel
- Be a nice tour guide to my friends
- Meet Wentworth Miller.
"Must Do"s
- get an external
- tidy up room
- repaint room downstairs
- be good in driving
- get sims 3
- finish PhotoAlbum
- GET THIN * HEALTHY
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