Goodbyes arent just goodbyes...

And farewell is just another word of saying 'I'll miss you..'

There's always this feeling, when you say goodbye to someone, to something, it really isnt goodbye at all. You know that time will come, the time for part and yet you anticipate it. No, you dont want it all to end, but you know that someday, you'll see it again. Perhaps not today, not tomorrow, not the day after, but you just know... that someday...

Goodbyes arent forever. Farewell is just you saying, 'I'll miss you.' But what if goodbye is really goodbye... and farewell is really the end? Well, must you know that you've captured the moment, while it lasts, you've had it all. And yet, it never ends. Just as Hi and How are you, Goodbye and Farewell co-exists, for the benefit of the other. When you say Goodbye, you're bound to say Hi again, just as when you say Farewell, someday you're gonna say How are you? It's just the appreciation of the other. And therefore, Goodbye isnt goodbye at all, and farewell isnt the end...

Sigh, i must be damn emo to think about something like this... Anyway, so much to do!!! But all in due time! Go Jo!! I havent heard that from someone in a while now.. God, i miss it, i miss him!

cough cough cough.. been sick lately...

1) Mini-migrains

This started, hmm before my finals in college? It hurts really bad when it starts, and it's usually off guard. Meaning, i can have migrains in the middle of the night, and then i cant sleep!!! i called it headpain at first, because it hurts INSIDE your head, like... inside, your brain kinda pain.. i dont know la.. it just hurts, really really bad. But after a trip to the doc, got my migrain pills (which i think do not work), and lots and lots of water + sleep. Migrains are gone!!!

i want Happy Pills... to keep the migrains away..

2) Then came another problem, after 2 nights of french fries and FRIED FOOD, my throat's had it! Flu + sorethroat for one night, then dry cough (*now) - whoa.. that was like.. crazy, i managed to clear out the flu and sorethroat by drinking a hell lot of water, and the flu by sleeping/resting a lot. So now, it's dry cough. Its pretty annoying because you have to cough like every now and then, but it's dry so, it's still okay.

why cant pills be pink ' like panadol menstrual ' - that way, i'll remember to take them always!

Im very bad with pills too, i dont like to take MEDS, i will forget them, lose them and worse, DISPOSE them, if i have too.. i dont like MEDS!!! Maybe if they were pink.... things would be different.. hehee

*hope i'll get better soon.. -_-!!

Sigh, this is what you get, after graduation. EMPTINESS!! Nothing to do, no one to talk about, nothing to keep your mind off other things, and what more, no allowence!! Darnt.

It's been a month now, since i graduated.. and im officially a successful housemaid/penganggur!

But it wasnt that bad, it flew back to KL for BTN and i re-bonded with some of my friends. But still, the feeling of not doing anything (*aside from studying) is too overwhelming. It's something like rotting in a cell, my brain that is and well.. i've decided to do someting about it.. let's see..

therefore........

i chose B! and i started already! i doing something special, for someone.. i'll be busy now and then, printing, cutting, pasting and designing.. wohoo! At least with my hands full, i wont be having those dreadful migrains again.. tough!!

and i hope that they/he/she/it will love it... Things that i give (which i made) are the most precious, and i'd only give handmade stuff away, if i like it whole lot lot lot. so if you received anything handmade from me... know in heart that i like it very much and that i've put in a lot of effort in it. or else, it'll end up in the trash.. hehee

surprises, surprises... teheee... cant wait to reveal the final product!

a nitch ... something to keep my mind off things..

To the best week ever!!!

when two of my bestest friends said that they were coming over.... i was estatic! delighted! utterly in AWESOME-nESS mode, because i've never had guests from college, coming over to sarawak!

I didnt know what to expect nor what to do in Swk.. but Letha and I promised each other that we're gonna make the trip FUN FUN FUN and worth the trip.

We planned a whole lot, wayy before they came, in high hopes that they'll be having a great time in Swk!! ...

and as always, time flies.. and they came, they saw, and now they're gone...

It was magical! and i MISS EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT. i wished they'd stayed longer, and we took more pics together, and did more together... But as Nelly Furtado sang, " Why do all good things come to an end... " - and yes, good things come to an end, to make way for more HAPPIER returns!!

for more pics, check out my facebook ...

Goodbyes arent just goodbyes...

And farewell is just another word of saying 'I'll miss you..'

There's always this feeling, when you say goodbye to someone, to something, it really isnt goodbye at all. You know that time will come, the time for part and yet you anticipate it. No, you dont want it all to end, but you know that someday, you'll see it again. Perhaps not today, not tomorrow, not the day after, but you just know... that someday...

Goodbyes arent forever. Farewell is just you saying, 'I'll miss you.' But what if goodbye is really goodbye... and farewell is really the end? Well, must you know that you've captured the moment, while it lasts, you've had it all. And yet, it never ends. Just as Hi and How are you, Goodbye and Farewell co-exists, for the benefit of the other. When you say Goodbye, you're bound to say Hi again, just as when you say Farewell, someday you're gonna say How are you? It's just the appreciation of the other. And therefore, Goodbye isnt goodbye at all, and farewell isnt the end...

Sigh, i must be damn emo to think about something like this... Anyway, so much to do!!! But all in due time! Go Jo!! I havent heard that from someone in a while now.. God, i miss it, i miss him!

cough cough cough.. been sick lately...

1) Mini-migrains

This started, hmm before my finals in college? It hurts really bad when it starts, and it's usually off guard. Meaning, i can have migrains in the middle of the night, and then i cant sleep!!! i called it headpain at first, because it hurts INSIDE your head, like... inside, your brain kinda pain.. i dont know la.. it just hurts, really really bad. But after a trip to the doc, got my migrain pills (which i think do not work), and lots and lots of water + sleep. Migrains are gone!!!

i want Happy Pills... to keep the migrains away..

2) Then came another problem, after 2 nights of french fries and FRIED FOOD, my throat's had it! Flu + sorethroat for one night, then dry cough (*now) - whoa.. that was like.. crazy, i managed to clear out the flu and sorethroat by drinking a hell lot of water, and the flu by sleeping/resting a lot. So now, it's dry cough. Its pretty annoying because you have to cough like every now and then, but it's dry so, it's still okay.

why cant pills be pink ' like panadol menstrual ' - that way, i'll remember to take them always!

Im very bad with pills too, i dont like to take MEDS, i will forget them, lose them and worse, DISPOSE them, if i have too.. i dont like MEDS!!! Maybe if they were pink.... things would be different.. hehee

*hope i'll get better soon.. -_-!!

Sigh, this is what you get, after graduation. EMPTINESS!! Nothing to do, no one to talk about, nothing to keep your mind off other things, and what more, no allowence!! Darnt.

It's been a month now, since i graduated.. and im officially a successful housemaid/penganggur!

But it wasnt that bad, it flew back to KL for BTN and i re-bonded with some of my friends. But still, the feeling of not doing anything (*aside from studying) is too overwhelming. It's something like rotting in a cell, my brain that is and well.. i've decided to do someting about it.. let's see..

therefore........

i chose B! and i started already! i doing something special, for someone.. i'll be busy now and then, printing, cutting, pasting and designing.. wohoo! At least with my hands full, i wont be having those dreadful migrains again.. tough!!

and i hope that they/he/she/it will love it... Things that i give (which i made) are the most precious, and i'd only give handmade stuff away, if i like it whole lot lot lot. so if you received anything handmade from me... know in heart that i like it very much and that i've put in a lot of effort in it. or else, it'll end up in the trash.. hehee

surprises, surprises... teheee... cant wait to reveal the final product!

a nitch ... something to keep my mind off things..

To the best week ever!!!

when two of my bestest friends said that they were coming over.... i was estatic! delighted! utterly in AWESOME-nESS mode, because i've never had guests from college, coming over to sarawak!

I didnt know what to expect nor what to do in Swk.. but Letha and I promised each other that we're gonna make the trip FUN FUN FUN and worth the trip.

We planned a whole lot, wayy before they came, in high hopes that they'll be having a great time in Swk!! ...

and as always, time flies.. and they came, they saw, and now they're gone...

It was magical! and i MISS EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT. i wished they'd stayed longer, and we took more pics together, and did more together... But as Nelly Furtado sang, " Why do all good things come to an end... " - and yes, good things come to an end, to make way for more HAPPIER returns!!

for more pics, check out my facebook ...