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Hey there, it's been a while..
I'm not gonna lie, these past few weeks hasnt been doing me any good.. sighs.. Pressured by the fact that there's Bangsawan, then there's studies, and maths, and DoE and Chinese New Year and what? My results are coming out tomorrow??? Man, time flies.... before i know it, i'm already in my last semester this year.... How Time flies..
 I dont like to procrastinate, but truth speaks, sometimes things get out of hand, and i make excuses of them... to shove some of the weakness.. some of the defects, some of the pain, the pressure, the loneliness.. i give in easily to games, chats, entertainment, sharing, helping, organizing, and all sorts of other things to do ..
And yet here i am, sitting in the rc, blogging.. hahahhaah, maybe it hasnt hit me hard enough yet, but NO, i dont want that, i dont want to change, i want to IMPROVE! i dont want to be nerdy and studious, 24/7 on books, i dont want to miss hanging out with my friends, owh such great friends they are, i dont want to be KiaSu, though i know THAT's what i really need to do now.. BUT i DONT.. sighs, .... ...
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so here's what im doing for now, i'm gonna live my life to the fullest, make the best out of it, in my own way... somehow... i know i can do it... i do... Now Doe's gone, and CNY is just around the corner.. this is my time to grasp myself together.. wow, that felt soo much better! it's always good to share your thoughts.. hehee..
Where? Should i go? Here? There? I dont know...
Where? Should i be? Up high? Down under? Maybe...
Where? Should i stand? In the middle? At the back? Or just far far away..
Where? Should i start? Right now? This instant? or Never ever ever??
Where? Where?
I decide! I decide!
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Hey there, it's been a while..
I'm not gonna lie, these past few weeks hasnt been doing me any good.. sighs.. Pressured by the fact that there's Bangsawan, then there's studies, and maths, and DoE and Chinese New Year and what? My results are coming out tomorrow??? Man, time flies.... before i know it, i'm already in my last semester this year.... How Time flies..
I dont like to procrastinate, but truth speaks, sometimes things get out of hand, and i make excuses of them... to shove some of the weakness.. some of the defects, some of the pain, the pressure, the loneliness.. i give in easily to games, chats, entertainment, sharing, helping, organizing, and all sorts of other things to do ..
And yet here i am, sitting in the rc, blogging.. hahahhaah, maybe it hasnt hit me hard enough yet, but NO, i dont want that, i dont want to change, i want to IMPROVE! i dont want to be nerdy and studious, 24/7 on books, i dont want to miss hanging out with my friends, owh such great friends they are, i dont want to be KiaSu, though i know THAT's what i really need to do now.. BUT i DONT.. sighs, .... ...
.... .... ....
so here's what im doing for now, i'm gonna live my life to the fullest, make the best out of it, in my own way... somehow... i know i can do it... i do... Now Doe's gone, and CNY is just around the corner.. this is my time to grasp myself together.. wow, that felt soo much better! it's always good to share your thoughts.. hehee..
Where? Should i go? Here? There? I dont know...
Where? Should i be? Up high? Down under? Maybe...
Where? Should i stand? In the middle? At the back? Or just far far away..
Where? Should i start? Right now? This instant? or Never ever ever??
Where? Where?
I decide! I decide!
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J O A N N A K H O
13th July 1990.
currently unemployed
Free-Thinker
It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
You are what you create!
Aurum potestas est.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I love eggs.
I love pink.
I'm crazy and i love froggies.
I love penyus!
I own a multi billion imaginary taxi company
That's because...
I'm ME.
I like pink flamingoes..
..so please remember that..
Commonly known as joanna and was bestowed the nickname jojo by her close peers. Age is a myth for time knows no boundaries.
Being the anime enthusiast she is, she wastes her days trying to perfect the art of creativity. A natural day-dreamer, sister, daughter,
student... friend! Organic!
Email: Emperiumfreak@hotmail.com
MSN, Facebook : Emperiumfreak@hotmail.com
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Joanna Kho / Jojo.
Nineteen.
Malaysian.
Cancer.
Free-Thinker.
Dreamer.
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My WishList
- save money to go to JAPAN!
- Bunjee-jump.
- Fly a plane.
- have a Gay friend!
- Get Punk'd.
- Own a taxi company with Claire
- Travel to Ethiopia
- own 'Star-Spanged-Banner', a restaurant
- Join the Amazing Race
- date a pilot >..<
- Go to TOKYO!!
- learn surfing
- Have a nice Bday bash with stel
- Be a nice tour guide to my friends
- Meet Wentworth Miller.
"Must Do"s
- get an external
- tidy up room
- repaint room downstairs
- be good in driving
- get sims 3
- finish PhotoAlbum
- GET THIN * HEALTHY
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