i saw you..
Beautiful words spoken by some famous actor. This is a new year! Another page in my diary, if i'd ever written one. Uncovering the old times, i saw some pictures of my friends and i, and oh, how i wish i was there back then, together with them. Then would i cherish more of their hearts and implement every single one of them deeper, in my mind. Would i? Yes, definitely. i miss those sunny days where my cousins and i used to ride bikes to parks, hide behind bushes and play by the river bank (* more of a drainbank). How i wish i was young again!
But then things seemed to charge. Even more dramatically. i'm older now, and much more mature by my thoughts. Just that day when i was sitting at st thomas kindnergarden and making moulds from caly and now.. disecting a male frog in the bio lab! 'How much have i changed', i thought to myself. Perhaps it isn't me, perhaps it's the harsh reality that pushed me into evolving into something more than i can imagine. As said, flipping the pages of my photo album, i see my friends.. from the time of old cassy and cheung wai, to primary school where i was a prefect and now, secondary, i am now me! Joanna! who knows in a year or two, i might become somebody after all. sigh.. this is so not like me. .but this is the sentimental me.. or should i say.. the 'romantic me' not in a sense i'm in love or anything but just.. being.. closer to nature and deeper into myself.. (*refer to the Romantic Age).
Alrightie! Now, CNY is coming up! i'm planning to bake.. but atlas! All good things tunred bad! First when i looked for the ingredients.. i accidentally placed the recipe on the sink and my dad just happened to wash his hands and *drip drip* the whole paper was soaking wet! then when i took out the flour and began to weight, i saw worms in the DARN plastic. man i had to throw that away. Then when i got back from 3rd mile after buying new flour, i didn't bring my key! i had to stand outside for like 20 minutes before my neighbour came back from work and i asked to borrow his phone. While i was calling my mom, his batteries turn flat and before i can say.." Hurry back.. i need the......... *tut...tut*.." i stayed at my neighbour's for 1/2 an hour before i heard my dad's engines. I hurried backand found that i did not close the fridge and i got scolded for that!!! Moreover, at the time when i was taking my rest, my neighbour was hammering some pictures on his wall and it was like *CLANK! *CLANK! My goodness... what did i ever do to deserve all of these...
Currently, today, i am still lucky to retain my good aura and not let my evil one conquere. Luck is a matter of though. If you think you're lucky and so you are, If not, the other side! But if you're feeling lucky, i'll bet you'll be extra careful of the thigns going on around you. Luck is not to be depended on.. swt.. but luck is useful sometimes.. hehe.. alright.. i've crapped enough.. i just wanna wish everyone a good night's rest and to all my froggy friends out there... thanks!!!
p/s: i'll try to get some pictures in here.. soon enough.. >.< .. watching american idol now.. don't kacau me!! >.<
