i am sharing with you today what exactly I’ve been experiencing for the past week in a new world, none of my territory.. about living in doubt, living in sigh, and living with perseverance... this is a true story about Mr. outside...
As i was reading a book, i could relate a lot about the author and i myself. we were as of same position. Stuck. Wasn’t able to move.
I saw things differently from other people. I have heard things differently. I viewed the future differently.. at least my future.. Most times, I asked more of myself much more than I then I was able to give. I unquestionably had to be lucky, since my struggle for survival was not more than a patchwork of trial and error. And I’ve got to tell you.. there’re still satisfactory options, pleasure – not a thrill in what successes happened as a result of dancing near the flame and beating the odds. In just being lucky.
“Prepare for the worst, hope for the best.” I did that a lot. That was a credo that enabled me to get from crisis to crisis. Without tears, without vengeance, without frustration.
Let me make this clear that there’s a line between being an outsider and a survivor. A clear line! This term began to resonate within me, causing me to wonder who I really am, at the center of myself. Eventually I became to see myself in the outside, and the outsider in me. I knew that outsider works as partners, but hey are definitely not TWINS!
Being here is like being in a Broadway play of the big apple, New York City.. as the author of whose book I’ve read. Respect is priority one. No compromise! You’re good, then you’re in… You do bad then you get lost. Everyone’s striving for the best, but the best is not what everyone tries in their hardest get.. and once again.. that tinge of luck makes all the difference..
Being Mr Outsider you say… nah you wont probably understand in my state of mind here.. it’s not about being minority about religious stuff or race… hey I’m not a racist by the way. I learn from those people and I am proud to say that I have good and nice chaletmates that are worthy of my respect.
It’s just certain things are so confusing and hard to grasp that you now learn to walk alone in the midst without any lights.. in search for a coin.. lost in the forest. Yet, it is not impossible.. Bear with you that I am not in any state of myself, complaining here.. this is just a clarification that I’ve been wanting to ask myself for a very long time. And now, I’ve made it clear…
I am indeed the Outsider, the one whose adventures goes on and on… one who travels and seek for knowledge. One who fights and prevail in the silence.. I am the Outsider..
Piece of crap...
~ for your information, people, i am fine.. i am independant okay.. no compromise! Well, it's about time that i got a clear line connection and i get to blog a little about my college here in the middle of nowhere.. seriously.. no shopping mall, no balai polis, shops, no hotels.. the nearest town is like.. 40 mins away.. so imagine that.. but it's a nice healthy place here.. Tehee..
chalets!!... a view of it..
the multi million field... KYUEM's treasure.. the football field (actually it's multi-thousand field..)
students on their way to the TV room.. Yes, they do have astro but only.. channel 1-29, discovery, sports, and ... news... lucky still got AXN HAH! Pirate Master on Sundays! wohoo! way to my chalet.. aahahhagot air-con hor...
some other long paths .. near my chalet
tower-building.. one of the games in the induction.. FUN FUN FUN! we built towers from straw, and manila card... must be at least 1.5 m tall...
ahaha.. never thought i could see one of these signs.. ever in Kuching.. No WOMEN tresspasing.. hallway - sheltered.. to the acad block from the chalets..another one of those funny signs... No MEN Trespassing.. ahahha
Garnet netball players during the InterHouse Competition!! GO GARNET! and yeah we tied..
GArnet's bball players... guys... go go .. we won this game too!
i am sharing with you today what exactly I’ve been experiencing for the past week in a new world, none of my territory.. about living in doubt, living in sigh, and living with perseverance... this is a true story about Mr. outside...
As i was reading a book, i could relate a lot about the author and i myself. we were as of same position. Stuck. Wasn’t able to move.
I saw things differently from other people. I have heard things differently. I viewed the future differently.. at least my future.. Most times, I asked more of myself much more than I then I was able to give. I unquestionably had to be lucky, since my struggle for survival was not more than a patchwork of trial and error. And I’ve got to tell you.. there’re still satisfactory options, pleasure – not a thrill in what successes happened as a result of dancing near the flame and beating the odds. In just being lucky.
“Prepare for the worst, hope for the best.” I did that a lot. That was a credo that enabled me to get from crisis to crisis. Without tears, without vengeance, without frustration.
Let me make this clear that there’s a line between being an outsider and a survivor. A clear line! This term began to resonate within me, causing me to wonder who I really am, at the center of myself. Eventually I became to see myself in the outside, and the outsider in me. I knew that outsider works as partners, but hey are definitely not TWINS!
Being here is like being in a Broadway play of the big apple, New York City.. as the author of whose book I’ve read. Respect is priority one. No compromise! You’re good, then you’re in… You do bad then you get lost. Everyone’s striving for the best, but the best is not what everyone tries in their hardest get.. and once again.. that tinge of luck makes all the difference..
Being Mr Outsider you say… nah you wont probably understand in my state of mind here.. it’s not about being minority about religious stuff or race… hey I’m not a racist by the way. I learn from those people and I am proud to say that I have good and nice chaletmates that are worthy of my respect.
It’s just certain things are so confusing and hard to grasp that you now learn to walk alone in the midst without any lights.. in search for a coin.. lost in the forest. Yet, it is not impossible.. Bear with you that I am not in any state of myself, complaining here.. this is just a clarification that I’ve been wanting to ask myself for a very long time. And now, I’ve made it clear…
I am indeed the Outsider, the one whose adventures goes on and on… one who travels and seek for knowledge. One who fights and prevail in the silence.. I am the Outsider..
Piece of crap...
~ for your information, people, i am fine.. i am independant okay.. no compromise! Well, it's about time that i got a clear line connection and i get to blog a little about my college here in the middle of nowhere.. seriously.. no shopping mall, no balai polis, shops, no hotels.. the nearest town is like.. 40 mins away.. so imagine that.. but it's a nice healthy place here.. Tehee..
chalets!!... a view of it..
the multi million field... KYUEM's treasure.. the football field (actually it's multi-thousand field..)
students on their way to the TV room.. Yes, they do have astro but only.. channel 1-29, discovery, sports, and ... news... lucky still got AXN HAH! Pirate Master on Sundays! wohoo! way to my chalet.. aahahhagot air-con hor...
some other long paths .. near my chalet
tower-building.. one of the games in the induction.. FUN FUN FUN! we built towers from straw, and manila card... must be at least 1.5 m tall...
ahaha.. never thought i could see one of these signs.. ever in Kuching.. No WOMEN tresspasing.. hallway - sheltered.. to the acad block from the chalets..another one of those funny signs... No MEN Trespassing.. ahahha
Garnet netball players during the InterHouse Competition!! GO GARNET! and yeah we tied..
GArnet's bball players... guys... go go .. we won this game too!
More About Me
J O A N N A K H O 13th July 1990.
currently unemployed
Free-Thinker It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
You are what you create! Aurum potestas est.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it. I love eggs.
I love pink.
I'm crazy and i love froggies.
I love penyus!
I own a multi billion imaginary taxi company
That's because...
I'm ME. I like pink flamingoes..
..so please remember that..
Commonly known as joanna and was bestowed the nickname jojo by her close peers. Age is a myth for time knows no boundaries.
Being the anime enthusiast she is, she wastes her days trying to perfect the art of creativity. A natural day-dreamer, sister, daughter,
student... friend! Organic!
My WishList - save money to go to JAPAN! - Bunjee-jump. - Fly a plane. - have a Gay friend!
- Get Punk'd.
- Own a taxi company with Claire - Travel to Ethiopia
- own 'Star-Spanged-Banner', a restaurant
- Join the Amazing Race
- date a pilot >..<
- Go to TOKYO!!
- learn surfing - Have a nice Bday bash with stel - Be a nice tour guide to my friends
- Meet Wentworth Miller.
"Must Do"s - get an external
- tidy up room
- repaint room downstairs
- be good in driving - get sims 3 - finish PhotoAlbum
- GET THIN * HEALTHY
(:
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chalets!!... a view of it.. 
the multi million field... KYUEM's treasure.. the football field (actually it's multi-thousand field..) 
students on their way to the TV room.. Yes, they do have astro but only.. channel 1-29, discovery, sports, and ... news... lucky still got AXN HAH! Pirate Master on Sundays! wohoo!
way to my chalet.. aahahhagot air-con hor... 
some other long paths .. near my chalet
tower-building.. one of the games in the induction.. FUN FUN FUN! we built towers from straw, and manila card... must be at least 1.5 m tall... 
ahaha.. never thought i could see one of these signs.. ever in Kuching.. No WOMEN tresspasing.. 
hallway - sheltered.. to the acad block from the chalets.. 
another one of those funny signs... No MEN Trespassing.. ahahha
