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Secrets
~ this post contains certain foul words that may hurt some people.. An apology goes with that.. but for this first part, it's what i feel inside, as for the latter part, (notice the font change) i'll be just me.. posting a regular post... TQ
The incident that let me to this post, is another; SECRET!... What's a secret to you? Something that has to be kept silent.. something that you and I only know.. something i wont tell? Something deep and embarrassing? Something that we all know but not I?
What is this secret that kept bugging me?? Well the incident that lead me into this is, of course, Stella's BF incident.. It's not exactly an incident, so to say. Just a thought, that made me uneasy.. We were talking about the Pot Luck Party at my house, this Friday and we were on the topic of who's coming for dinner.. And pops there goes ...
What is this secret that kept bugging me?? Well the incident that lead me into this is, of course, Stella's BF incident.. It's not exactly an incident, so to say. Just a thought, that made me uneasy.. We were talking about the Pot Luck Party at my house, this Friday and we were on the topic of who's coming for dinner.. And pops there goes ...
Stella: anyway, what other guy
Me: and your bf...
Stella:my bf? wad date isit? he's not back yet. he's only back on the 23.
Me: what? whr he go?
Stella: swt. KL. u know who meh?
Me: whos ur bf?
Stella: lolz... lalalalal~ you are the last to know i think.. ask claire or shaun...me n him , undergo PROFESSIONAL relationship
Me: dun wan, i ask u sin ma....
Stella: nah i wont tell u his name
Me: whaaa??? swt.. just spill it...
Stella: nop. haha. he is in kl
Me: spell the name...
Stella: and he is not a decent person. so we are jz out for fun. i wont tell. hehe
.. clearly, BF here, what i meant was Best Friend in Form 6 la.. mankan tahu Stella nih cakap tak tentu pasal ttg satu watak yg aku tak kenal pon. She has a BoyFriend while i was assuming it was her BestFriend.. i was blur and confused but i managed to grasp hold of the situation there and asked her about her BF.. and there you read it... how would you in the this world, feel about that eh... Eh .. EH???
Secrets again you say?? I think, YES!!.. But geez... since you've opened the can, might as well spill the beans hor.. sigh.. some people.. and SIGH to you stella, thanks for making me think.. Geez, and there i was so damn excited about the f***in party i was about to have, until there.. you got me thinking again.. and then you left me hanging.. ask shaun or claire.. geez.. isnt it better to ask from you yourself?? Gosh..
Okay people, i know i sound bitchy here, yes i admit that but gosh.. i just cant stand it.. i was clearly 'away' from Kuching for quite sometime, and 'Away' in people's lives, 'Away' in conversations and there i was trying to rebuild my own reputation by concerning and trying to be a good girl.. listening to people.. manakan tahu, ada sesuatu yg tak aku tahu.. And she aint telling ME!! And i've decided to do absolutely NOTHING (*for now) except for posting this shit in my blog!!.. HUH? i am sooo not gonna share my stuff with STELLA anymore!!
Secrets again you say?? I think, YES!!.. But geez... since you've opened the can, might as well spill the beans hor.. sigh.. some people.. and SIGH to you stella, thanks for making me think.. Geez, and there i was so damn excited about the f***in party i was about to have, until there.. you got me thinking again.. and then you left me hanging.. ask shaun or claire.. geez.. isnt it better to ask from you yourself?? Gosh..
Okay people, i know i sound bitchy here, yes i admit that but gosh.. i just cant stand it.. i was clearly 'away' from Kuching for quite sometime, and 'Away' in people's lives, 'Away' in conversations and there i was trying to rebuild my own reputation by concerning and trying to be a good girl.. listening to people.. manakan tahu, ada sesuatu yg tak aku tahu.. And she aint telling ME!! And i've decided to do absolutely NOTHING (*for now) except for posting this shit in my blog!!.. HUH? i am sooo not gonna share my stuff with STELLA anymore!!
SHHHHHH!!! i know i'm over-reacting here.. but that's how i feel at that time okay.. at THIS time too.. please people, if you ever wanna keep a secret away from me.. then DO IT CAREFULLY.. and make sure it doesnt LEAKS... IF you're not keeping a secret then might as well TELL it straightaway instead of pushing it around like some game of marbles and jacks.. GOSH!! URGHH!!! After all that commotion, i felt a little tired, so i went to the kitchen and got a glass of water, washed it down my throat then back to the computer..
This time, i've decided to hook up the word 'Secret' in yahoo... and of course, my first instinct was nothing other than....
Victoria's Secrets... hmmm...
Then i searched at Wiki's
Secrecy is the practice of sharing information among a group of people, which can be as small as one person, while hiding it from others. That which is kept hidden is known as the secret. Secrecy is often controversial. Many people claim that, at least in some situations, it is better for everyone if everyone knows all the facts—there should be no secrets.
i repeat... NO SECRETS... (esp among trusted friends!!)
Hahahahhaa...
Of course, i got my feeling a little better.. sigh.. i'm such a hot-tempered gal ... getting all red and ugly because of this stupid crap.. Sorry, stella.. i gotta spill sometimes too ya know.. and i certainly hope there's no more of these childish things..KapEESH??
I hope you're not too intimidated from all of this post.. it's just my way of expressing myself of what i was feeling just now.. Could be harsh to you, then i'm sorry... heyz "what goes around, comes back around.. " so DEAL WITH IT .. hahaha
I'm not angry at all.. i'm just.. 'disturbed' .. i sound angry but seriously.. nah.. i'm okay with it.. i believe you'll tell when the time is right... but is the time is RIGHT and you push it to some other people to tell me.. BETTER not TELL me at all... okay??
whoa.. what a long long long.. comment.. i think this is NOT humor .. Much more of EXPRESSIONS!! Woooo gush of words.. ahhahahahPlease, dont feel offended... heheh it's just my way of expressing myself.. and i'm not usually this naggy and noisy.. i'm much more of a peaceful, freeloader kinda person...
That's all for now..
PEace....
