The Bet : The Good and Evil in Me
(i) The Bet
I made with Letha on Sunday night... it was random ... And the bet was to...
- STAY IN MY ROOM FOR 2 DAYS!!
easy? hahaaa not just that.. i am NOT supposed to..
- go rc/cafe/it lab/other chalets/acad area INTENTIONALLY as in to study/lepak/ or etc..
- message anyone
.. i forgot.. there's a list of rules...
but of course, i can go to the DH to eat... and Letha was the ONLY exception to these rules...
Well, i can really say how proud i am for able to actually complete it. I was going NUTS staying in my room for 2 consecutive nights!! ALONE!! facing Physics and Maths and Chem... I;m soo relieved that it's over.. and i know that YOU GUYS MISSED ME!! HAH!!!
I realized too that i have been messaging to much -__-!! cant help.. and that i miss going to the RC to socialize, cuci mata and study!! Hehee...
(ii) The Good and Evil in Me
" Love, is the enchanted dawn of every heart .. " Alphonse Marie de la Martine
The Evil in Me
I ponder into problems, like a never ending stair. I hate. I despise. I critique. I cry. I anger. i blame myself. Like how i would stare into each of my mis-actions, or actions, i walk down the lane of never return, until someone calls me.
I hesitate. I lag. I take. I lie. I am a self-sacrificial loser, incapable of contenting myself. I hate myself for not able to cheer myself up. I hate it when i think too much. I hate it when i fail. I hate it when i write this....The Good in Me
I am Jojo! I am happy. I love making crafts. I love drawing. I love.. I love.. I smile. I laugh. I listen. I advice. I befriend. I care...
I make cards on your birthdays. I send you messages. I write you small notes. I remind you dates. I make you smile. I cheer you up. I accompany you. I help you. I pray for you. I constantly think and miss you... I love you.... i love you.......
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Evil + Good = ME
hate it or not, i like ME just fine.... =)
