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people are just so fascinating.. and each time you take a turn, something's changed.. and i bloody guess everyone believes in that..
Being far away, doesnt make me a complete silence, which i can be shunned away from. And even i look like i dont care, i DO, badly.. and i crave every minute i missed back at home.. watching tv when i want to, going to school with my friends, hanging our for movies and late night yum-chas, and time with my family, with myself.. have i not missed all that enough?
Truth is, being away from home, pushes me ahead of others, aside, if you like to put it, seeing things from a faraway point of view, and being prepared for every change that i can possibly handle.. and why would i freaking do that.. ask clairey.. (*whom which i havent speak to in a while.. and God, i miss her soo much.. bless her ) .. it sucks to miss something soo much and then knowing that you're left out.. most of time..
Call it excuses, call it busy, call it unfaithful or whatever... truth is, we'll never know what's there in front of us, it might be something that we longed for in one second... then poof.. it's gone in another.. and for all which and that i have done.. for all the losses that i cause.. i am ready to pay the price..
And i take this post.. after reading my two bestest best friends (Clairey and Shaun my bro), that i will cherish till the end of time (of God knows when).. and i will have them in my heart.. least for now.. i quote this from my journal that i fill in regularly.. at times of needs...
19th October 2007..
".. the fact is i miss my home, i miss my friends and i miss the little surprises i use to make.. and all else that is back home... yes home, home sweet home.. i'm grateful for what i have now but if i were to have either one, i would've chosen home.. Living here is stressful, though there're times of fun.. ( i changed my seating in computing class, i am now sitting with neo, abu and aiman tiger.. it's better this way.. a whole lot better).. and of whom of these three particular people remind me of, hehe of course, stel, cc and shaun.. i cant help it.. i see them everyday.. though they're not around.. and i miss them of course, more than ever.. and i pray to you, God, that i will always have them in my heart, close.. .... "
to this, i pray that God will always look over my family, my friends and others back at home, that though i am not with them, but i shall remain in their hearts, as they have already marked their place in mine...
** recently, after going to church and all.. i got more 'Alim'... and i'm starting to change the way that i think..
Much love,
Jo..
sorry if i havent been online much, i know this is a cliche.. but.. i'm trying..
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people are just so fascinating.. and each time you take a turn, something's changed.. and i bloody guess everyone believes in that..
Being far away, doesnt make me a complete silence, which i can be shunned away from. And even i look like i dont care, i DO, badly.. and i crave every minute i missed back at home.. watching tv when i want to, going to school with my friends, hanging our for movies and late night yum-chas, and time with my family, with myself.. have i not missed all that enough?
Truth is, being away from home, pushes me ahead of others, aside, if you like to put it, seeing things from a faraway point of view, and being prepared for every change that i can possibly handle.. and why would i freaking do that.. ask clairey.. (*whom which i havent speak to in a while.. and God, i miss her soo much.. bless her ) .. it sucks to miss something soo much and then knowing that you're left out.. most of time..
Call it excuses, call it busy, call it unfaithful or whatever... truth is, we'll never know what's there in front of us, it might be something that we longed for in one second... then poof.. it's gone in another.. and for all which and that i have done.. for all the losses that i cause.. i am ready to pay the price..
And i take this post.. after reading my two bestest best friends (Clairey and Shaun my bro), that i will cherish till the end of time (of God knows when).. and i will have them in my heart.. least for now.. i quote this from my journal that i fill in regularly.. at times of needs...
19th October 2007..
".. the fact is i miss my home, i miss my friends and i miss the little surprises i use to make.. and all else that is back home... yes home, home sweet home.. i'm grateful for what i have now but if i were to have either one, i would've chosen home.. Living here is stressful, though there're times of fun.. ( i changed my seating in computing class, i am now sitting with neo, abu and aiman tiger.. it's better this way.. a whole lot better).. and of whom of these three particular people remind me of, hehe of course, stel, cc and shaun.. i cant help it.. i see them everyday.. though they're not around.. and i miss them of course, more than ever.. and i pray to you, God, that i will always have them in my heart, close.. .... "
to this, i pray that God will always look over my family, my friends and others back at home, that though i am not with them, but i shall remain in their hearts, as they have already marked their place in mine...
** recently, after going to church and all.. i got more 'Alim'... and i'm starting to change the way that i think..
Much love,
Jo..
sorry if i havent been online much, i know this is a cliche.. but.. i'm trying..
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J O A N N A K H O
13th July 1990.
currently unemployed
Free-Thinker
It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
You are what you create!
Aurum potestas est.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I love eggs.
I love pink.
I'm crazy and i love froggies.
I love penyus!
I own a multi billion imaginary taxi company
That's because...
I'm ME.
I like pink flamingoes..
..so please remember that..
Commonly known as joanna and was bestowed the nickname jojo by her close peers. Age is a myth for time knows no boundaries.
Being the anime enthusiast she is, she wastes her days trying to perfect the art of creativity. A natural day-dreamer, sister, daughter,
student... friend! Organic!
Email: Emperiumfreak@hotmail.com
MSN, Facebook : Emperiumfreak@hotmail.com
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Joanna Kho / Jojo.
Nineteen.
Malaysian.
Cancer.
Free-Thinker.
Dreamer.
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My WishList
- save money to go to JAPAN!
- Bunjee-jump.
- Fly a plane.
- have a Gay friend!
- Get Punk'd.
- Own a taxi company with Claire
- Travel to Ethiopia
- own 'Star-Spanged-Banner', a restaurant
- Join the Amazing Race
- date a pilot >..<
- Go to TOKYO!!
- learn surfing
- Have a nice Bday bash with stel
- Be a nice tour guide to my friends
- Meet Wentworth Miller.
"Must Do"s
- get an external
- tidy up room
- repaint room downstairs
- be good in driving
- get sims 3
- finish PhotoAlbum
- GET THIN * HEALTHY
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