Monday, May 14, 2007
Posted by: JOJO
Time: 17:59
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a little appreciation..

backtrack time can tell you how i felt in those lonely moments,
i've been deserted and abandoned,
what i need now is love in abundance...
tiny bits and pieces,
that we shared .. before it all burns..


Alrightie, i'm back again.. this time.. i feel the need to express myself.. For somewhat a long time since the last time i've blogged, i've noticed some things.. rare situations in my own life.. one by one as bits and pieces of memories flashed through my head.. i can see scenes and hear talks.. malicious talks.. unforgettable cutaways, the deleted part and the ugly moments. In another side of my brain, i hear laughter, i felt happiness with much love and tenderness.. Why am i in this horrible position? Perhaps i have not been looking at myself clear enough.. perhaps..


you are my life, my hope, my faith..
i brought us up, together we all stand..
all trashes of binges and flaws brought us all to end...
you left me miserable, hunger for love, with all the pain..



Then when i was watching this show yesterday night on NTV7 called "Little Brother" ( korean, sad.. EMO movie lar.... typical one.. cancer.. ). I felt somewhat that i was lacking appreciation. I felt down.. and low so low that i couldn't sleep well. I kept on thinking to myself.. when's the last time i was appreciated.. for what i've done? for i what i've made.. for what i am?? i felt gratitude and love that's for sure.. but appreciation? YES..finally.. a vision of both my parents..


Somehow i managed my own,
surreal nights, nebulous days and unattainable seasons...
i've waited.. and waited.. and waited...

For the need and want.. to be appreciated again..


Well, that's not much of a story tale there..
The moral of this post is.. : Appreciate others more.. and start appreciate yourself, your life, your everything.. It's a strong and forgiving feeling.. Trust me.. you'll start to love yourself even more after you appreciate in every aspect, the EVERYTHING that you do and deserve. Do what you can to APPRECIATE...


Evil darkness profounds, Justice light conquers..
Torn between two separate entities...

I appreciated and thanked and loved myself..

and hope that everyone else appreciates me as they do themselves...


For no one can live without appreciation to themselves in this world...

-Author unknown-


Joanna Kho / Jojo.
Nineteen.
Malaysian.
Cancer.
Free-Thinker.
Dreamer.
My WishList
- save money to go to JAPAN!
- Bunjee-jump.
- Fly a plane.
- have a Gay friend!
- Get Punk'd.
- Own a taxi company with Claire
- Travel to Ethiopia
- own 'Star-Spanged-Banner', a restaurant
- Join the Amazing Race
- date a pilot >..<
- Go to TOKYO!!
- learn surfing
- Have a nice Bday bash with stel
- Be a nice tour guide to my friends
- Meet Wentworth Miller.


"Must Do"s
- get an external
- tidy up room
- repaint room downstairs
- be good in driving
- get sims 3
- finish PhotoAlbum
- GET THIN * HEALTHY
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