where the wind will blow...

or where the rain will fall...

or when the trees grow tall...

i honestly do not know...

whether should i rise or fall...

will i come or go...

could i hang on or stroll...

Sigh... it's mid april and there still '0' messages - pending .. "application is still being processed...." 

I honestly do not know, whether i can go the distance, reach the unreachable, to achieve something, in my life... there's just too much things that lead me to where i am now, and even that, has yet to be doubted.. 

Honestly, i do think that 'SOMEONE' is testing my patience, testing my tolerance, my perseverance, my faith, my hope, my trust, my all... I may be a realist, skeptical of the ever changing world, and yet, inside me, is a tiny self, trying to cling on to a silhouette of hope..  

But i will continue to live day by day, to the fullest... not because i have to, but because i want to... 

Honestly, i want to achieve... i want to go further... i want to see what the world has to offer.. i want wings, to fly, to dream, to dare, to dive.... Please, dont ever let me fail me, ever again... 

where the wind will blow...

or where the rain will fall...

or when the trees grow tall...

i honestly do not know...

whether should i rise or fall...

will i come or go...

could i hang on or stroll...

Sigh... it's mid april and there still '0' messages - pending .. "application is still being processed...." 

I honestly do not know, whether i can go the distance, reach the unreachable, to achieve something, in my life... there's just too much things that lead me to where i am now, and even that, has yet to be doubted.. 

Honestly, i do think that 'SOMEONE' is testing my patience, testing my tolerance, my perseverance, my faith, my hope, my trust, my all... I may be a realist, skeptical of the ever changing world, and yet, inside me, is a tiny self, trying to cling on to a silhouette of hope..  

But i will continue to live day by day, to the fullest... not because i have to, but because i want to... 

Honestly, i want to achieve... i want to go further... i want to see what the world has to offer.. i want wings, to fly, to dream, to dare, to dive.... Please, dont ever let me fail me, ever again...