note to self * i is v bored now *,


hi there, today is another day of crap!! Hmm, i've been studying the tarot pretty hard since tuesday.. now i'm convinced that i can read it ! waakka..

Basically the tarot consists of 78 cards; the minor and major arcana. for me, i like 'the wheel of fortune most' because it is about change and happiness in your life. well, i never gave myself a reading.. though i'd tried it out on myself but i never think of anything or any questions in mind while taking my own reading.. i just dont and wont.. not never.. Unless, maybe the question is too ponderable and i NEED to know something .. then perhaps i'll turn to dear old tarot.. i'll give u an odd situation like just now.. 7 something..


* bore alert,

i was going out for dinner with my dad and sis. erm .. after we went to eat .. we stop by a grocer's to get fruits .. i saw .. @&*%#(*& (let's give it an X). My heart nearly stumbled, stopped and broke outta my chest. My god, why and what is X doing there?? i nearly fled outta sight.. X was standing in front with another child, *which i believe is his little cousin, *Y**, ish.. i turned my back and pretending to look at the rotten mangoes in the basket..

Darnt it, it was too late. X saw me.. X grinned and cried a loud 'HEY'.. ** i'm melting.. i turned back and just smiled.. then this odd conversation happened;

Me: ... erm.. hi..
X: Hey, you're still here?
Me: yeah.. you?
X: Waiting for my dad's decision to send me over..
Me: Oww.. did u see ah chiew?
X : Nope.. he went to KL last week right...
Me: *darnt.. why am i asking stupid questions?* .. Oo yeah..
X: buying rotten mangoes? ..they're pretty sweet..
Me: * sweet your ass, dude... someone.. save me!!* ...he he..
Y: i wan go eat McFlurry..
X: Okie.. let's go. i'd better go first.. bye..
Me:.. okay bye..
X: See u around..
Me: *i turned front and never looked bad..

What? sounds like an ex-crush? Ex-bf? whatever you might think.. it's not like that.. i will not bother explaining.. the reason why i flipped this out here in my blog is to give an example.. still dont get it.. explainations coming right up..

X, i say.. is a person that is NOT suppose to be there or anywhere in kuching. X lied to us (* me + some friends).. saying that X's father is sending X offshore somewhere in JAN.. we threw X a darnt blasting party and X's still here? WTF man.. call X a LIAR?? FRAUD?? we did contact X and asked X abt it.. X said, "Nola, that's just to scare you guys.. but that party was indeed nice.." talk about friendship.. haiz..

After that i went back and i wanted some answers.. so i look for my old tarot and started to do some reading.. Hah.. it's true.. Tarot says; The old one remains, and the new one leaves.. nothing will renew, until the old subsides.. nothing regained, until the new arises.. Look carefully, old friends might be opposing you..

Swt.. what a magnificent card to symbolize that... well, truth to say, X was a pretty nice and decent person. Very understanding and cute.. but no idea why X has to lie.. X lost contact with us ever since the party happened.. No idea whr X lives, whr X is going .. even changed Hp number.. Weird is right.. but that's not just it actually.. there're other problems between our geng.. other much more complicated terms.. end..

* end of boredom.. bore alert stops..


Okay, my point is... tarot does gives us some hints in our lives sometimes. Be it, good or bad, wrong or right.. tarot does not give you answers.. the tarot is the guideline that lead to your truth. It is like the grid lines of your sketch. So that your masterpiece will not go out of proportion. A lot of people think that the tarot is the answer.. WRONG!.. tarot are tools that gives you clues and conditions.. a few hints and maybe some precautions in your life.. that's what i believe from the tarot and from my experiences.. well, if you're close enough to know me.. you might find.. some of my predictions are right and very much accurate.. i'd take ..

a) stella's luck for being selected into National Service
b) Claire's luck for getting JPA schlarship..
c) etc..

...as examples.. of course, there're many more. i'm not declaring that i'm a fortuneteller nor some gifted person.. i'm just telling y'll the wonders a deck of tarot card can bring. and what it means to me. i really love reading for others. though i'm still in the process of learning it. I quote from my sifu of tarot..

" .. to learn the art of tarot, is to go beyond what human mind beliefs.. and trust on a tool that has nothing but pictures.. you are the entity that portrays the seeker's mind and you are the person that holds the truth.. tarot is the magical axe and you are the woodcutter that will chop woods for the fire in many homes.. indeed, the tarot is the art of mind reading and playing with the future.. because once the tarot speaks.. the future will be changed.. "

sounds too complicated and confusing.. hah.. that's the way he is initially.. confusing and cranky.. but anyway, anyhow.. i gotta stress that the tarot + ahjo = good friends.. and i wouldn't mind giving out free readings too all .. * i need refer to my notes sometimes.. * hehe

Dont worry abt the tarot speaks.. the future change thing.. well, if i CAN really see the future.. i wont tell u directly either.. only u YOURSELF have the key to ur future la.. and dont be so sakai if u see the DEATH card or the DEVIL. it doesnt mean instant death or fatality.. nothng one.. got othr interpretation la.. so that all from me tonight.. long and boring post i know.. nothing to crap abt ma...

P;S.. i'm still anxious abt my party planned by my friends.. wahahah wonder where and who will be going.. stella said there're SPECIALS... OoOoOoooooOooo just no clowns will do.. Thanks! Adieu...

Love,
GirlwholovesTarot
Ahjo

note to self * i is v bored now *,


hi there, today is another day of crap!! Hmm, i've been studying the tarot pretty hard since tuesday.. now i'm convinced that i can read it ! waakka..

Basically the tarot consists of 78 cards; the minor and major arcana. for me, i like 'the wheel of fortune most' because it is about change and happiness in your life. well, i never gave myself a reading.. though i'd tried it out on myself but i never think of anything or any questions in mind while taking my own reading.. i just dont and wont.. not never.. Unless, maybe the question is too ponderable and i NEED to know something .. then perhaps i'll turn to dear old tarot.. i'll give u an odd situation like just now.. 7 something..


* bore alert,

i was going out for dinner with my dad and sis. erm .. after we went to eat .. we stop by a grocer's to get fruits .. i saw .. @&*%#(*& (let's give it an X). My heart nearly stumbled, stopped and broke outta my chest. My god, why and what is X doing there?? i nearly fled outta sight.. X was standing in front with another child, *which i believe is his little cousin, *Y**, ish.. i turned my back and pretending to look at the rotten mangoes in the basket..

Darnt it, it was too late. X saw me.. X grinned and cried a loud 'HEY'.. ** i'm melting.. i turned back and just smiled.. then this odd conversation happened;

Me: ... erm.. hi..
X: Hey, you're still here?
Me: yeah.. you?
X: Waiting for my dad's decision to send me over..
Me: Oww.. did u see ah chiew?
X : Nope.. he went to KL last week right...
Me: *darnt.. why am i asking stupid questions?* .. Oo yeah..
X: buying rotten mangoes? ..they're pretty sweet..
Me: * sweet your ass, dude... someone.. save me!!* ...he he..
Y: i wan go eat McFlurry..
X: Okie.. let's go. i'd better go first.. bye..
Me:.. okay bye..
X: See u around..
Me: *i turned front and never looked bad..

What? sounds like an ex-crush? Ex-bf? whatever you might think.. it's not like that.. i will not bother explaining.. the reason why i flipped this out here in my blog is to give an example.. still dont get it.. explainations coming right up..

X, i say.. is a person that is NOT suppose to be there or anywhere in kuching. X lied to us (* me + some friends).. saying that X's father is sending X offshore somewhere in JAN.. we threw X a darnt blasting party and X's still here? WTF man.. call X a LIAR?? FRAUD?? we did contact X and asked X abt it.. X said, "Nola, that's just to scare you guys.. but that party was indeed nice.." talk about friendship.. haiz..

After that i went back and i wanted some answers.. so i look for my old tarot and started to do some reading.. Hah.. it's true.. Tarot says; The old one remains, and the new one leaves.. nothing will renew, until the old subsides.. nothing regained, until the new arises.. Look carefully, old friends might be opposing you..

Swt.. what a magnificent card to symbolize that... well, truth to say, X was a pretty nice and decent person. Very understanding and cute.. but no idea why X has to lie.. X lost contact with us ever since the party happened.. No idea whr X lives, whr X is going .. even changed Hp number.. Weird is right.. but that's not just it actually.. there're other problems between our geng.. other much more complicated terms.. end..

* end of boredom.. bore alert stops..


Okay, my point is... tarot does gives us some hints in our lives sometimes. Be it, good or bad, wrong or right.. tarot does not give you answers.. the tarot is the guideline that lead to your truth. It is like the grid lines of your sketch. So that your masterpiece will not go out of proportion. A lot of people think that the tarot is the answer.. WRONG!.. tarot are tools that gives you clues and conditions.. a few hints and maybe some precautions in your life.. that's what i believe from the tarot and from my experiences.. well, if you're close enough to know me.. you might find.. some of my predictions are right and very much accurate.. i'd take ..

a) stella's luck for being selected into National Service
b) Claire's luck for getting JPA schlarship..
c) etc..

...as examples.. of course, there're many more. i'm not declaring that i'm a fortuneteller nor some gifted person.. i'm just telling y'll the wonders a deck of tarot card can bring. and what it means to me. i really love reading for others. though i'm still in the process of learning it. I quote from my sifu of tarot..

" .. to learn the art of tarot, is to go beyond what human mind beliefs.. and trust on a tool that has nothing but pictures.. you are the entity that portrays the seeker's mind and you are the person that holds the truth.. tarot is the magical axe and you are the woodcutter that will chop woods for the fire in many homes.. indeed, the tarot is the art of mind reading and playing with the future.. because once the tarot speaks.. the future will be changed.. "

sounds too complicated and confusing.. hah.. that's the way he is initially.. confusing and cranky.. but anyway, anyhow.. i gotta stress that the tarot + ahjo = good friends.. and i wouldn't mind giving out free readings too all .. * i need refer to my notes sometimes.. * hehe

Dont worry abt the tarot speaks.. the future change thing.. well, if i CAN really see the future.. i wont tell u directly either.. only u YOURSELF have the key to ur future la.. and dont be so sakai if u see the DEATH card or the DEVIL. it doesnt mean instant death or fatality.. nothng one.. got othr interpretation la.. so that all from me tonight.. long and boring post i know.. nothing to crap abt ma...

P;S.. i'm still anxious abt my party planned by my friends.. wahahah wonder where and who will be going.. stella said there're SPECIALS... OoOoOoooooOooo just no clowns will do.. Thanks! Adieu...

Love,
GirlwholovesTarot
Ahjo